Online banking is wonderful I suppose but just the omnipresent availability of it is a distraction.
During that chapter of my journey, I often thought of Dude. Why the hell was HE so happy in this field that I enjoy about as much as being electrocuted for 8 hours a day. EVERY day.
Most (not all ) CHOOSE to sleep little, do too much and do it sick, half assed and rushed. SLOW DOWN. YOU CAN. I have.